Victoryaz - Only Sometimes (Demo) Lyrics

I'm twenty-one, I don't like what I become
I'm so young, still I don't believe in sun
I'm on the run from those clouds that rearrange
When you embrace the light for once
They throw a shadow in your face

I am through, won't ask again why it won't work
You had me fooled with your sense for senseless words
Thanks to you I searched for flaws but found myself
As I take you off my shelf I think your dishonesty helped

Sometimes it feels like
A lie kills me inside
And I have to crawl on my knees
Getting back the sense of life
At least sorrow goes by
Easier and faster each time
And I no longer hide myself
Under a blanket inside
Well only sometimes

I've given up, yeah I know that time heals wounds
But there will not be enough time to change you
In the same spot, back to believing all goes wrong
If I told you "I'll be fine", it wouldn't be an honest song

But "I'm fine", so I keep lying like the rest
"I'm alright", I brought my lies to perfection
And last night I figured I learned from the best
As I could tell love is there, why would you cover up so well

Sometimes it feels like
A lie kills me inside
And I have to crawl on my knees
Getting back the sense of life
At least sorrow goes by
Easier and faster each time
And I no longer hide myself
Under a blanket inside
Well only sometimes
Well only sometimes
Well only sometimes