Hey, what's up Phil?
Can I call you Phil?
I hope so
I don't know what I'm doing anymore with my life
I don't think I ever knew
Hopefully I can just get enough money to get by and survive
Some people have passions, some people have dreams
But not everyone gets to have those
I see that now
Sometimes I feel like dying
And then, that same day, an hour later I'm ecstatic to be alive
Most of the time I feel absolutely nothing
I wish things were better, I wish my life had more meaning, I wish the world had more meaning
I can't stand the world, I can't stand people
I really wish I didn't, I really wish I liked people
I don't know why I called you