VIOXIS - Bad Joke Lyrics

Please don't mind me[00:02.74]I'm just tightening my noose[00:05.50]With my lack of self esteem[00:07.53]And with my self-abuse[00:09.93]I'm just unconscious[00:12.03]I am not anxious[00:14.21]I just thought that my[00:16.40]Demons could be gracious[00:18.70]Once in a while[00:20.19]Just shut up for a while[00:22.39]Don't question everything[00:24.59]And don't judge everytime[00:27.01]But I can't help it[00:28.99]They're a part of me itself[00:31.66]If I want to end it[00:33.78]Should I end myself?[00:37.10]I am not asleep[00:39.40]I am not awake[00:40.94]'Cause the devil[00:42.73]Won't forsake[00:45.65]I can't take it anymore[00:47.84]Just hit me with the stroke[00:49.72]'Cause my life is[00:51.34]Just a bad joke[00:54.36]I can't take it anymore[00:56.74]Lemme a rope[00:58.40]'Cause my life is[00:59.92]Just a bad joke[01:10.83]Please don't fight me[01:12.56]Here's nothing left to take[01:15.26]Every sign was left unseen[01:17.24]And now it is too late[01:19.66]I am just oppressed[01:21.85]I am not depressed[01:24.02]I just thought[01:25.46]I should be under arrest[01:28.11]For occultation[01:29.84]Rather isolation[01:32.44]I lock myself away[01:34.42]That's the last occasion[01:36.92]But I can't help it[01:38.77]That's the problem itself[01:41.46]I've got a belt[01:43.13]And I'm not afraid to hang myself[01:47.02]I am not asleep[01:49.13]I am not awake[01:50.81]'Cause the devil[01:52.36]Won't forsake[01:55.43]I can't take it anymore[01:57.67]Just hit me with the stroke[01:59.62]'Cause my life is[02:01.11]Just a bad joke[02:04.20]I can't take it anymore[02:06.56]Lemme a rope[02:08.29]'Cause my life is[02:09.85]Just a bad joke[02:29.43]Everything's a joke[02:31.86]Are you laughing now[02:33.83]Would you like to see me[02:36.06]Broken down[02:38.23]Everything's a lie[02:40.34]Do you trust me now[02:42.55]Would you expect from me[02:44.47]To let myself down[02:55.60]Bad joke[03:00.02]Bad joke[03:03.31]Hahaha[03:36.05]I am not asleep[03:38.27]I am not awake[03:39.92]'Cause the devil[03:41.53]Won't forsake[03:44.50]I can't take it anymore[03:46.77]Just hit me with the stroke[03:48.68]'Cause my life is[03:50.21]Just a bad joke[03:53.18]I can't take it anymore[03:55.64]Lemme a rope[03:57.28]'Cause my life is[03:58.95]Just a bad joke