Visc. - Not for Me Lyrics

I could spend nine hours and waste all of my day
But the silence draws insanity and always pushes me away
It's not for me
It's not for me
I need to stray

I have never worried
I could never wake from the absence of maturity
In an old misguided state
It's right for me
Alright to me
I'd like to stay

I have tried those ways
I nearly died - I cried and ran away
I swore 'no more'
I said 'too much on my plate'
I needed time - time to waste away

I could fight and howl and battle for the babes
But if it leaves debris it isn't right for me
I like to go where it's alright to play
It's not for me
It's not for me
I'd go insane

I have tried those ways
I nearly died - I cried and ran away
I swore 'no more'
I said 'too much on my plate'
I needed time - needed time to waste away
So I did
I wasted away
And I loved every minute of it