Circling the drain
'Cause I'm looking for a way to explain
All of the pain I feel
But I know it's not real
It's hard to conceal
That I struggle to face problems
Impairing my zeal
Self decomposing thoughts on my brain
Start to pile up driving me insane
So don't be sad if I'm gone for long
I'm just taking this time to realize
I was so wrong
Fallen slave to the voice in my head now
Cursed by demons promoting bad routes
Feeling like all I want is to scream
What the f*ck ever happened to me, I'm
Feeling lost in the maze of my brain again, I'm
Looking for a way out there's no way to win
Lost in the ocean drowning in emotion
Giving praise to thoughts unworthy of devotion
Why do I keep finding myself
Indulging in self doubt
Causing emotional drought
A worst case scenario of a life
That I think I know
But it's starting to show
That every single word that you say in dissention
Is another puny thought to add to my aggression
Say the wrong f*cking thing and I think you'll find
That I'm about to snap after eating myself alive
Fallen slave to the voice in my head now
Cursed by demons promoting bad routes
Feeling like all I want is to scream
What the f*ck ever happened to me, I'm
Feeling lost in the maze of my brain again, I'm
Looking for a way out there's no way to win
Lost in the ocean drowning in emotion
Giving praise to thoughts unworthy of devotion
Searching for more yet I'm shook to my core
Scarred from these memories of who we once were
I'm restrained in these trauma binds
After killing myself for most of my life
I f*cking think more than I should
About possibilities and their likelihood
Then again, where else will I find
A place to sort through the things
That keep me up a night
Insomnia setting in, 2 AM's my new best friend
I lay awake at night to bargain with my dread
Alone in a room keeping my demons fed
Insomnia setting in, 2 AM's my new best friend
I lay awake at night to bargain with my dread
Alone in a room keeping my demons fed
Fallen slave to the voice in my head now
Cursed by demons promoting bad routes
Feeling like all I want is to scream
What the f*ck ever happened to me, I'm
Feeling lost in the maze of my brain again, I'm
Looking for a way out there's no way to win
Lost in the ocean drowning in emotion
Giving praise to thoughts unworthy of devotion
Fallen slave to the voice in my head now
Cursed by demons promoting bad routes
Feeling like all I want is to scream
What the f*ck ever happened to me