[ Featuring Shå ]
(Am I happy?)
Yeah! Okay!
She say tell a story bout me at my happiest
808's and misery yea I can't fathom it
Negative energy been drowning out my habits,
I cant carry all yo baggage, I feel shit you can't imagine (at all)
Late nights turning in my bed swear I don't miss it at all,
Opposition in my head swear I don't miss it all
Biggest enemy in front of me that's on my mom,
They could not put fear in me, don't pity me i fear in god
Right hand on Quran, I'm on my deen I only fear Allah,
Sorry for my sins I pray at night it wont last that much longer
In the passenger wit Izzy, bodies dropping like they flies man you know the city
I been numb for a while, but this time i feel it
My emotions, the elixir, i cant tell what is it?
I ain't wanna die young so i had to pivot,
Jasmine don't want me to fall again, she say I'm the realest
E said he could see me in some films, he said i would kill it (I would make a killin!)
Don't know what they see in me that's why i wear the shades
People around me genuine that's sum i hope never change
Speaking on my brother dump you on yo ass like Curtis Blaydes (put you in the grave)
Way back in the day, I fell all the way
Way back in the day, I fell all the way down
I ain't fallin' now, never nowadays, nowadays
And I signed my life away, I wrote a NDA
I swear it's more than melodies, you just got let it play
I'ma tell you to your face, I ain't been that happy I don't think I'll see the heaven gates
I've been through a lot, while I try to get my mind straight
She gon' gas my head, but I only stand like 5'8"
I was seein' red, it was a bad thoughts all day
I be in my head, I just wish it went all the way
It went all the way
(Am I happy?)
