RUINS Video (MV)

And now
We're just in a different place
Right now
I'm the one that needs some space

I'm sorry
I know I've made a mess of it all
I'm sorry
I know that I've used you
I need to change
Can you help me to change?

My heart's breaking
I don't understand
How my life fell in your hands
I've been fighting
Always with myself
And I feel like giving up
I feel like giving up

I am in ruins
You can see what's in my head
I am in ruins
Can you please just understand?
I am in ruins

I'm disappointed with myself
Cause I know better than what I do
I'm disappointed with myself
It seems I'm no better than what I do

I do the things I don't wanna do
Hurt the ones that I love the most
Break apart all that I fight for
And it's all because
I do the things I don't wanna do
Hurt the ones that I love the most
Break apart all that I fight for

But I can't explain this way I feel
This way I feel
But I can't explain this way I feel
This way I feel

My heart's breaking
I don't understand
How my life fell in your hands
I've been fighting
Always with myself
And I feel like giving up
Why aren't you enough?

I am in ruins
You can see what's in my head
I am in ruins
And I know you understand
I am in ruins

I am in ruins