Can't Wait Video (MV)

On the verge
On the verge
Close to insane the pain it really hurts
Seen the lows
Seen the lows
Demons break free in me they really grow
Reach out to friends who turned foe
Act close and then the fake shows
Text sent and soon they went ghost
I know it's just how life goes
Burned a few bridges no I can't please them all
So my circle stays small
With my back on the wall
And I don't trust my peers 'cuz they pray that I fall
So I don't f*ck with ya'll you never answered my calls
But now that I stay up
And I be on my way up
It's time that they pay up
Got no time for a make up
Put myself in the game
This shit like a lay up
I would sit on the bench but now I ball on my haters
In the stu up late
Day or night no break
Have it all at stake
Sacrifices I can't wait
Dying in my self doubt some days are too hard
Seeing what is real life the past is a scar
Feeling like I want it but fame is so far
Hoping in the future one day I'm a star
I didn't complain about the cards I was handed
Use it as fuel my story's part of my branding
Years in the soil it grew from when it was planted
Put myself in the ring but they wanted me stranded
I'm surrounded by real ones in a world full of coldness
Life is what you make it live it up to fullest
Could give up on it all
At least that's what they're hoping
My success makes the noise
They say silence is golden, come on
In the stu up late
Day or night no break
Have it all at stake
Sacrifices I can't wait