Lost Video (MV)

Every now and then, I'll break down
Even my optimism, can't help me
I don't want to be the clown
The one that is a failure by 30
I want to use my natural abilities
The whole system feels busted
A scheme to stop prosperity
I feel so lost, I feel so tired
What point is this life if I work till I expire?
Why is it normalized just to seek higher pay?
Shouldn't I be doing something I love all day?
College here, can't do that
Trades there, I don't want the hard hat
So many decisions and choices I must make
Seems like every single one seals my fate
I'm so Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Do you remember the time?
When Michael and Janet made that song?
Talk from tongues sharp as a pine
In Scream when they sang what was wrong
The message stays the same, sometimes I wish I could scream too
Except I have a different game, realized I'll always have work to do
It would be so much easier, if I could be a musician
I feel so lost, I feel so tired
What point is this life if I work till I expire
Why is it normalized just to seek higher pay?
Shouldn't I be doing something I love all day?
College here, can't do that
Trades there, I don't want the hard hat
So many decisions and choices I must make
Seems like every single one seals my fate
I'm so Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
I stare out the window of every moving vehicle
Lookin' at everything hoping for a breakthrough
Maybe it's the Libra within me, like Evel Knievel
My mind never settles on what I should do
I feel like I'm running out of time
Without a plan I'm swinging in the dark
Sometimes I feel like I would soon die
I want to make something of myself before I depart
I feel so lost, I feel so tired,
What point is this life if I work till I expire?
Why is it normalized just to seek higher pay?
Shouldn't I be doing something I love all day?
College here, can't do that
Trades there, I don't want the hard hat
So many decisions and choices I must make
Seems like every single one seals my fate
I'm so Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost