Suicide Video (MV)

It's JWil on the mic
Vontae Osama activated
I'm just going to speak my mind on this one
This really how I've been feeling for real
FASHO! FASHO! Let's go!
Been feeling suicidal
It's been f*cking with me
Now I feel like I'm gon die
I'mma be f*cking chillin
Life ain't easy I wanna cry
Nah I'm a f*cking villain
If I really was one I'm not gon lie
I'mma be f*cking killen
Y'all thought that I wasn't gon die
Hell nah I'm checking out
Ayy
Sitting in the whip and I really want to cry
Goodbye just take me out
I can't be here no more
Coming home for what
It's nothing to talk about
Scary ass niggas walking mouth
Pop outside walk em down
Who's talking now?
Who's coughing now?
Cops online I'm logging out
Stop saying how cause you allow
Everything that I'm talking about
Befriending me can't plan with me
Turning on my enemies
They kin to me ain't been with me
Who I'm talking? It's coo I'm grown
I just decided to leave it alone
Sitting by myself thinking about my wealth
Money long but mental health
Posting everyday really crying for help
Attention seeking I'm like welp
F*ck it, imma quit
Give up take my life, that's it
Capitalize my words with shift
It's not like I'll ever fit
Telling me that you f*ck with me
Can't duck with me I'm really lit
Hop on the mic I'm talking shit
People get mad cause I can spit
Wrote this song freestyle assist
Not gon lie I can't resist
When I hear a beat I like and fried
I add it to my list
When I'm suicidal in the ride
Eyes get foggy like the mist
Almost hit that car
Damn I miss
Yeah I'm f*cked up what a twist
Trying my hardest to exist
I can't be fixed I'm giving in
Trying my hardest to just win
Been feeling suicidal
It's been f*cking with me
Now I feel like I'm gon die
I'mma be f*cking chillin
Life ain't easy I wanna cry
Nah I'm a f*cking villain
If I really was one I'm not gon lie
I'mma be f*cking killen
Niggas talking shit
Yeah we might slide and take em out
Ayy
Told him they got one more time
He popped em in his mouth
Feeling bad I'm walking out
Being mad I knocked him out
I dropped him now
He talking bout
He gon pop out take a crown
Pull up again we gonna spin
Who's that nigga talking bout
Caught that nigga sipping gin
Scared as f*ck cause we on ten
They will never know I was like that
Till they see me in the pen
Catch a case or be erased
Thinking like that I gotta pray
I see my daughter everyday
My nigga this is not a game
Not doing this shit for the fame
This how I vent I know I'm lame
It's okay I am to blame
Dumb as f*ck I'm not the same
Smoke a blunt and let it bang
Never mind I really can't
Got a son I gotta raise
Stack this bread I'm getting paid
Think about them everyday
I don't wanna run away
Keep it cool
Don't wanna shoot
Please don't try me
My screw loose
That means I don't give a f*ck
But I really had enough
All this talking like you tough
But ain't never run it up
Told my brother that it's cool
We don't really gotta shoot
Nigga scared don't want the boot
Steal toe Tim pickthe shoe
If he try us he gon lose
They gon' see em on the news
Yeah
Been feeling suicidal
It's been f*cking with me
Now I feel like I'm gon die
I'mma be f*cking chillin
Life ain't easy I wanna cry
Nah I'm a f*cking villain
If I really was one I ain't gon lie
I'mma be f*cking killen
Been feeling suicidal
It's been f*cking with me
Now I feel like I'm gon die
I'mma be f*cking chillin
Life ain't easy I wanna cry
Nah I'm a f*cking villain
If I really was one I ain't gon lie
I'mma be f*cking killen
Y'all thought that I wasn't gon die
Hell naw I'm checking out
Ayy
Sitting in the whip when I really wanna cry
Goodbye just take me out
I can't be here no more
Coming home for what
It's nothing to talk about
Scary ass nigga walking mouth
Pop outside walk him down
Been feeling suicidal
It's been f*cking with me
Now I feel like I'm gonna die
I'mma be f*cking chillin