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Bottle it up till' you can't f*cking take anymore
Wallowing, oh how the time always swallows
And seeps in my veins and my pores
Yeah, in my veins and my pores
Vomiting up all the pain and the trauma
I wall up my system it pains me of course
Yeah, pains me of course, (wait)
Taking like all of my endings to walk out the door
Feeling so awful can't settle a score
Talking to something I'll stop when I'm bored
Posturing, socially awkward
It always has felt like I carry a storm, (carry a storm)
Consciously crumbling down to the floor
Feels like there's pounds of this sludge in my core
Bloated internally drowning and gasping for shore
Swear it I'm sure
Head on a swivel I shake and I shiver
It pains me to think how I'd give up, (give up)
Flashes in fragments it's red in a vision
I hate when it's gory and bent up, (bent up)
Wide eyed but no waterworks
Shame on me cause I brought it up
And my stomach squeeze, hydroxycut
And I can't f*cking sleep insomnia
This damage that I've been costing us
Don't hit me back cause I've bottled up
A costly catch that it truly was
I hated when I'd fall in love
Made it what I thought it was
I hate all that I have become
Lately I'm anonymous

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Back hand front hand
Bottle it up bottle it up
Bottle it up
This can't function
Bottle it up bottle it up
Bottle it up
(Back hand front hand, back hand front hand)
Bottle it up!
This can't function
Bottle it up bottle it up
Bottle it up Bottle it up
Back hand front hand
Bottle it up bottle it up
Bottle it up
This can't function
Bottle it up bottle it up
Bottle it up