VTB - Rust Lyrics

Tried to think for myself
I f*cked up, yeah I get it
If it's bad for my health
Why the f*ck I won't quit it
I just talk and I talk
But nobody will listen
When I get what I want
I just hope that you miss it

I hate how you look
I hate when you talk
I hate how you're doin' so well that I think you should end it all
I hate how you breathe
I hate when you smile
I hate the fact that you're happy you don't deserve shit at all

Like the blood in my veins
I know that it's in me
There's a dot on my heart
And I might let it hit me
Know my bones might be broken
Pushing way past my limits
I'll crawl my way out
'Til the minute I'm finished

I hate how you look
I hate when you talk
I hate how you're doin' so well that I think you should end it all
I hate how you breathe
I hate when you smile
I hate the fact that you're happy you don't deserve shit at all