Vyolet - R.I.P. 2 My Youth Lyrics

Blew out twenty-five candles at the end of July
Since then I've been unable to cry
But somebody has definitely died
When I was fifteen, I was a sight to be seen
All black, green bloodstream
I only spoke in dopamine and dreams
October, parents got divorced downstairs
My thought was, "Pfft, who cares?"
No such thing as lasting pairs
Mickey of vodka and bowl after bowl
Psilocybin, Belmonts, and blow
No fear of losing control
Principal's office, it's the boys in the blue
What you say will be used against you
Thank God I'm a minor, and a liar, or I'd be screwed
No idea the damage I'd do
Unlocked brain pathways you cannot undo
Now at the hospital I've got a whole crew
All being said, I have to be honest
I've paid a heavy price, but, being modest
It's how I realized I'm a f*cking rocket