Scarlet Video (MV)

Scarlet is the one that I'm seeking
That eludes me and it's hard to trace
Scarlet is the heart that is bleeding
From wounds inflicted cannot be replaced
I've been trying so hard to leave here
With some dignity still in tact
But the only thing that I see here
A dark void into which I'm falling back
Four walls a ceiling and a floor
Cant contain the pain that I feel
When I'm looking inside at something
I barely recognize and it's what I fear
She held inside her hand all the power
To devour all the trust that I gave
Well in this life all they say is the jokes on me
For being real and giving everything away
Well this is the end of everything
By now it's too late for me to change
When I look at the sky it's weeping
When I look to the sky it's bleeding
Scarlet like my heart is seeking
And I desperately want it all to end
Why won't these wounds just heal
It's been years but their bleeding out still
Scarlet is the one that keeps creeping
In my heart and even in my mind
Scarlet is the reason that I'm leaving
The old sentimental me far behind
Where it now resides I guess I lost myself
In the lies you graciously told
You see I'm grateful for the lies that you gave to me
But I managed to hold onto my soul
Why tell me what you value in one breath
Then the next breath contradict your thought
Is it communication that you value
Or the attention that that line of thought has brought
I don't know sometimes I wonder
If this is real or just a simulation
And will I wake up from this nightmare
With the will and a brand new motivation
Well this is the end of everything
By now it's too late for me to change
When I look at the sky it's weeping
When I look to the sky it's bleeding
Scarlet like my heart is seeking
And I desperately want it all to end
Why won't these wounds just heal
It's been years but their bleeding out still
The tears
Welling up in my eyes
Are Blood
Tinged
I know I'm being dramatic
But I'm standing
On The
Fringe
So you can take all your empty words
And save them for the next one you cross
How am I supposed to find any truth
When you left me lost
Everything around me
IS turning into shades of red
I can't recognize myself
Anymore after all that's been said
Everything that you touch
Is turning into ashes
Everything that I loved
The same fate so it clashes
And I don't wanna feel this way
But it's all that I'm left with
A heart in my hands that's bleeding
It's Scarlett it's worthless