How tf I'm post to deal with all this mothaf*cking pain
Can't keep from the truth
This how it be when you insane
Lotta hating ass niggas tryna get me off my game
Last outing was a fluke
I promise it won't be the same
Let em run
Let em run
We ain't got time to explain
I ain't done
I ain't done
I'm tryna just make a name
Hold 'em up
Hold 'em up
If he really wanna bang
Fell in love
Fell in love
And they ain't need me to maintain
There's alotta pros and cons in this shit man truth
Can't keeping from the smoke
Since we the highest in the room
No one care bout what you done
If you can no longer produce
I stay quite but observant
There's a lot of shit i knew
That's on the DL
Tryna keep it real can get you caught
Use to say that I'll be number one
Its crazy how i talk
We just grew apart no beef
But now he act like I'm a opp
I ain't worried bout them fools
'Cause I'm just tryna get a spot
Fell in love with it
Fell in love with it
Fell in love with it
Waiting for the perfect time but that shit ain't gone come with it
Took control
Can't just let it go
It means a lot to me
Pick and roll
They don't want the smoke
This shit gone die with me
Ghost town
It's a ghost town after dark
Feeling home now
This shit just ain't no walk in the park
I took it for what it was
And i had to play smart
I got power now them boys don't wanna start
The waters got murky
The games got dirty
Nobody's playing fair
I still jump in cause you could hurt me
Internet's scream L
When you focused on them M's
Only time will tell
I stay posted with my friends
I still question if this sacrifice was worth it
Would i be happier if i didn't walk behind the curtains
I really do love it
But i feel I'm missing something
When there's pain i keep thuggin
You can't tell out on the surface
Everybody gangsta on the internet i heard it
I'm just tryna find peace, love and a purpose
They hoping i submerge when they see i keep on searching
I'm getting what i earned and they question if i deserve it
How tf I'm post to deal with all this mothaf*cking pain
Can't keep from the truth
This how it be when you insane
Lotta hating ass niggas tryna get me off my game
Last outing was a fluke
I promise it won't be the same
Let em run
Let em run
We ain't got time to explain
I ain't done
I ain't done
I'm tryna just make a name
Hold 'em up
Hold 'em up
If he really wanna bang
Fell in love
Fell in love
And they ain't need me to maintain