Slowdown Video (MV)

For what it's worth the cost maybe too much
The Love has certainly been a crutch
Making room for the two of us
Only getting us stuck
Coulda split up sooner
Back when we both had enough
But I Can't lie man that shit kinda tough
Cause she the only one that I ever loved
Times change and the feeling it stuck
Cause what I gave was just never enough
And what I want I just never received
And then they wonder what has happened to me
By passing on the insecurities
Minor setback for major comeback
If it was real it would never be in question
Trapped in the evanescence
But I'm loyal
Loyal to a fault in all friendships
Anonymous messages that are cryptic
Took what you gave for granted yes I admit it
Tried to be the superman that you always envision but

I've been reminiscing on the bad days like they were good
Lotta lost friends lord knows I did what I could
Feeling like a burden
And Love was never certain
But the grass looked greener
And I felt I had a purpose
These days I'm meaner
My light gotta little darker
Wish I could redo my life
And play a little smarter
Weather I was right or wrongs not the discussion
Feeling like I'm on alone and nobodies coming

Needed a boast
I'm coasting
Time to reboot
Micro dosing
Need new emotions
It's hopeless
She notice
I Isolate myself
From who I love
Just because
It's harder to face it
Easier to ignore
But every once and while
It'll knock at your door
If you don't kill it now certainty there's going to be more
So you gotta answer
If you don't prepare you're in shambles
Alotta shit I been through but this the hardest thing to handle