Open Air Video (MV)

Lost in the spaces
Walking this wasteland
And now that i'm stuck
In this open air
I'm gone in the moment
Seeking atonement
Tracing what's left of my head
Lost in this open air
No where to go but I don't care
Sitting on clouds looking at Earth
Ponder past lives what we're they worth
We can learn to heal through the hurt
Try to forget but that's not how we learn
It's hard to see through scars and burns
We're destined for more than this home of dirt
We try to rebuild but it falls away
It crumbles to a pile of dust and pain
Our hope is found in the hope of change
And one day the King will call our name
So please forgive me for how I've failed
I'm at a loss and I need your help
It's time and I will leave this cell
I'll give up this fight and die to myself
Lost in the spaces
Walking this wasteland
And now that i'm stuck
In this open air
I'm gone in the moment
Seeking atonement
Tracing what's left of my head
Days are a blur reflecting the ground
Feelings they burn and boil about
Shrinking from fear and building with clouds
This mist it consumes while it surrounds
Cries from the birds piercing my ears
Leaving me lost drowning in tears
Ironic I swim next to the pier
No lifeguard on watch I need a new gear
Coming to terms that I am see through
Cover my sins when I do not need to
Crying out to the open air
I'm left with the silence of a broken stare
Jesus, He lifts the weight off my back
Gives me a shield when I'm under attack
Speaking the truth when the lies start the stack
He grants me the kingdom away from my shack
I don't know if I'll survive
It feels like I am dying
In this place where I reside
Am I running out of time
I need to get my head on straight
So I can escape this barren place
I open my eyes to the Father's face
And I wonder if I can get out of this place
My mind like a hopeless SOS
And I'm running out of faith and I feel regret
I pray God can you please direct my steps
You don't remember what I can't forget
So I run to the altar and I fall to my face
And You reach out Your arms and You still give grace
And You're never gonna leave me and You always stay
Now I know You are the Way that I escape this place
I hear Your voice from afar
But my eyes, they cannot see You
I hear Your voice from afar
But my eyes, they cannot see You
Lost in the spaces
(Lost in my head)
Walking this wasteland
(Careful your steps)
And now that i'm stuck
In this open air
(I'll be stuck in death unless i breathe)
I'm gone in the moment
(Lost in my head)
Seeking atonement
(Careful your steps)
Tracing what's left of my head
(Tracing what's left)