We Skeem - Another Dose Lyrics

I don't think this is safe it's not working
But they say that it's me who is broken
If I throw away pills then I'm crazy
They'll blame me for the beast that's awoken

Where am I?
Is this heaven or hell did I die?
Memories flash before my eyes
My momma shoving soap into both of my eyes
Screaming at me not to cry
It burns it burns I don't know why
Is this what it is to feel like I'm high
I feel so low just let me die
But this label in my pocket says to take em when I sigh

Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot
Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot

I didn't want this and it wasn't in the plan
I was sick of everybody saying I wasn't a man
I wanted to be strong you said this would help
But now all I see is a shadow of myself

Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot
Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot

Wanting to find healing but the panic has me reeling
Staring up to the stars but they're hidden by the ceiling
Wanting to find healing but the panic has me reeling
Staring up at stars but they're hidden by the ceiling

Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot
Take another dose
Keep the bottle close
You're to blame you're at fault
The medicine is not
In case you forgot
You are nothing special just another broken bot
(I don't think this is safe it's not working
But they say that it's me who is broken
If I throw away pills then I'm crazy
They'll blame me for the beast that's awoken)