Toxic Video (MV)

Yeah you show no time for me
But you ride with me
There's no trust but I slowly feel your touch
And you're getting in my mind you see
That's a crime to me
I know your insight
But I wanna hitchhike
But I'm only kind of free
Why do you lie to me
Yes I'm stuck but I love it in your clutch
See this is so toxic
Now it's in my brain
Maybe that's why I feel I wanna go again

But I'm back on top West was really stuck
He's the one that's cussing yelling out like he don't give a
Just like with his emotions
Severely torn down
A kiss can't fix a violation of his safe and sound
He was lost in some thick thighs
Mentally felt twist tied
Locked me up and put church on the back burner with his suit and ties
He was not the best dressed no he was a mess
Emotional abuse but he could not see his own distress
There was too much on and off with his lust though
Breakthroughs came at night God talked to him slow
But he couldn't hear it
So God moved him
Now he noticed everything that he was losing

See this is so toxic
Running through my mind
Yeah this is so toxic
Feelings cast aside
See this is so toxic
You hurt me many ways
Yeah this is so toxic
Your trust was not ok
See this is so toxic
I never felt so lost
Yeah this is so toxic
And my heart was the cost
Yeah this is so toxic
Yeah this is so toxic

See I could live my own life like whoa
Never worry 'bout them promises like no
But I need connection how it is right from the start
Yet I let my anger intervene and cause an intervention on my heart like whoa
What'd you do that for, I was warming up
Like hello, did you even care about me yeah what's up
You cross my path and I can't let go cause my pride is too high
Now you have to feel the thunder and there's no getting by like whoa
Feeling heavy weights upon my soul
Is it cause I'm burning bridges or relations within my own home
I hate this anger, hate this rage, hate the hate that's in my veins
I'm toxic to myself lord please come and change my ways
I was lost but now I'm found only you can calm me down
I keep on rushing to the fire but I need to turn around
Look there's a calm before the storm and I'm tired of making waves
Let me walk into your waters and leave all my toxic ways

Yeah you show no time for me
But you ride with me
There's no trust but I slowly feel your touch
And you're getting in my mind you see
That's a crime to me
I know your insight
But I wanna hitchhike
But I'm only kind of free
Why do you lie to me
Yes I'm stuck but I love it in your clutch
See this is so toxic
Now it's in my brain
Maybe that's why I feel I wanna go again

See this is so toxic
Running through my mind
Yeah this is so toxic
Feelings cast aside
See this is so toxic
You hurt me many ways
Yeah this is so toxic
Your trust was not ok
See this is so toxic
Yeah this is so toxic
Yeah this is so toxic
Yeah this is so toxic