When We Was Kids - Cruzr Lyrics

I am redacting a clause
Your obligation is now done
For inhibition to manifest scars
All of the prettiest things in my life are now gone
Acting alarmed as they fall from the palm of self harm
Because I'm so predisposed to burn
Eager to blame from who I've learned
But that's not right
There's something to find
It starts with me first
Racking my brain just to jostle the pieces inert
Somewhere deep there is a loose connection
Filling myself with some help to replace the whatever it is I lack
All the while feeling there's something around
That can get me back on track
But it's hard reaching out for a hand
While still holding myself back
There's one last call
No need to indulge
You can still get home