I've come, to search me
But i know i will fail
How the Hell did you get lost?
Can't you hear the Voice that Leads?
Thrown into a bottomless Pit of Shame
You are for yourself like everyone else
Try to swim through the endless Ocean
A void that can't be filled with light
And I can't reach my Surface
I drowned so long ago
I got lost, in my weakness
And i have chosen, i have chosen
Make me numb or make me ill
Shut up and take your pills
How the hell can't you trust
In a World where everyone Smiles?
Digging deep in the back of my Head
Seems like i got lost, god i'm feeling so dead
Why can't I just feel the same?
Is this what i've become? a Shell in between?
And i can't reach my Surface
I drowned so long ago
As I got lost, in my weakness
And i have chosen, i have chosen
Make me numb or make me ill
Just make me ill, shut up take your pills
It keeps me, Insanity, it keeps me
It follows me, Insanity, it feeds me
It keeps me, Insanity, it keeps me
It's holding me, Insanity, is this me?
And i can't reach my Surface
I drowned so long ago
We all get lost, in the endless
And i have chosen, i have chosen
Make me numb or make me ill