Heaven? Video (MV)

You know ever since my dad left
I haven't been the same
But I've been reflecting on life a lot differently
And just seeing all the stuff I've done in my past
And seeing myself fall right now
Has really made me realize
That all I really needed in this moment
Was just hope and love, yeah
Heaven?
Heaven?
Is there really a place meant for me
Heaven?
Heaven?
When all I feel is death around me
Heaven? O Hell
Life has already been hell to me
Wishing you were here
Wishing you were here
Tears in my face
Feeling Sorrow and pain
Never heard a goodbye
Are we drinking tonight
Without prayers in mind
Lately feeling "alive"
Tears in my face
Sorrow and pain
Never heard a goodbye
Are we drinking tonight
Without prayers in mind
Lately feeling "alive"
You left without saying goodbye
Heard what you did and wondering why
Momentos went low then went high
Praying to God about the terror of Night
I started drinking to numb the pain
Saw mommy cry to bed every single day
Forgetting how to pray
Wishing I could pray
Daddy you caused us so much pain
Heaven?
Heaven?
Is there really a place meant for me
Heaven?
Heaven?
Ohh ohh
Heaven?
Heaven?
Is there really a place meant for me
Heaven?
Heaven?
Ohh ohh
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's was way to much
(It was way to much)
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's way to much
(Way too much)
It's was way to much
To handle yeah
"La verdad no se si pueda hacer esto yo solo
Pero le estoy pidiendo a Dios por fuerzas
Y orando por tu alma
Te perdono, te amo
Alomejor no te veo tanto como hacía antes
Pero cuando si
Significa el mundo para mi
I love you dad
I love you a lot"