Cigarette, the cigarette hangs to her breath
As she tells me she's sorry for the mess
Cleaning up the living room and I feel like I let down now
Internet, the goddamn f*cking internet
It stays f*cking with my head
It's the reason I haven't even slept in weeks now
Group chats, screenshots, and FaceTimes
We use those to build our alibis
I saw what you said about me, I won't lie
That's the reason that I'm getting f*cked up tonight
This is what you wanted, my self-destruction Got nothing left to lose
Now that you got it, is it all you thought it'd be?
This is what it's come down to
Don't change your mind
Don't make things right
Just take the time
To embrace this high
You'll come down too
What it comes down to
Best friends keep the wrong energy
Best friends make for the best enemies
Backhanded compliments are shrouded in the jealousy
As much as I would love to make you proud
I think I do better when the sentiment is doubt Cause when I'm sentimental, I just sit and think about
All the things I could do to rub your face in it now
I won't let it get to me, but I won't let it go
I'll remember what you said every time I do a show
Every song that I drop, each night I'm on the road
I want you to know, I f*cking told you so
This is what you wanted, my self-destruction Got nothing left to lose
Now that you got it, is it all you thought it'd be?
This is what it's come down to
Don't change your mind
Don't make things right
Just take the time
To embrace this high
You'll come down too
This high don't last forever