WhosHe? - F°rty Lyrics

I need the hits and the bruises
I need more love for the music
I need somebody to answer when I ask them, "What am I doing?"
I need the smoke and the fluids
I need a better influence
I need a bigger illusion
I need to drop me some new shit
I need somebody that loves me to call me on bullshit.

All of my dreams are evasive
But I ain't complaining
Cause honestly I've been complacent
But if I chase it
I just move farther and farther from twenty new places I'm craving
I don't think I'm lazy
I pour a hundred percent in about two hundred thousand directions
I don't need no one to save me
I just need all y'all to hate me and curse my complexion
Paint over all of my mirrors cause honestly I've had enough of reflecting
I went and got me a shrink
I spoke what I think
He walked out halfway through the session
Ma said to count all my blessings
So I'll just be counting forever and ever and ever
I'm mad cause it f*cked up my schedule
So I switched to counting these sheep
Like that's any better

Now I need a forty to counteract
The pain of the forty I wasted this week
I double my vision just hoping and praying that maybe it doubles the money I see
Forty nights has it rained on my head
Forty days I've been fixing the leak
Forty nights laid awake in my bed
Forty days I did nothing but sleep
Forty days was I caught in the flood
Forty nights was I sweating out blood
Forty days I've been hiding my scars
Forty nights I've been tipping the jug
Forty days I've been toting the chip
Forty nights I've been steering the ship
Forty days full of people I've saved
Forty nights full of digging their graves.