Whyte Nicotyne - I Know Lyrics

Oh, I know, I know, I know, I know I'm not what you thought I'd be
You look at me like I'm the enemy I don't like myself or the person I see
That makes it harder, Easily, I live in uncertainty
It hurts more than a wound that's deep
If you ask for a reason, I have 13 I don't like sleep, I flirt with death
I'm Karma's keep I'm a walking tragedy
I out play a game that needs strategy
I lock myself inside out, Good luck without the key
Fatality, Fascinated, But grim about when
Me and the reaper will meet
I wonder, What will the conversation be?
Will I be asking for more time or asked to be let free?
I love my family, But chase this legacy
My head feels like an armory, Weaponry set up by robbery
You think I'm losing it, Probably, I do it properly
I'm not anyone's property, It feels like solving an anomaly
Like a scientist or a living prodigy Everyday I use my mind, Psychology
It's love and hate, Yin and yang, Possibly I'm writing my own scripture, This prophecy
It oughta be what I wanna be, This is my final fantasy
I know who you are and how you think I know what it's like to feel defeat
I also know though at some point you gotta get up to find your feet
The world doesn't stop, So why should you? Please relax and just try to breathe
I know it's hard, Yeah, That's true But you can look at me instantly
I have no reason to lie to you, You can tell me anything
I'm the proof in the pudding that makes you suddenly have belief
Once I become a shell of myself I'll hang it up on the shelf
But for now, I'm suddenly looking for relief, Cause I constantly dwell
The next day is the same as the last, Groundhog Day is this hell?
It feels like the Truman Show, I know everything all too well
Before they say it happens, He might really himself
Oh, I know, I know, I know, I know I'm not what you thought I'd be
You look at me like I'm the enemy I don't like myself or the person I see
That makes it harder, Easily, I live in uncertainty
I'm stuck in a loop, I feel my heartbeat Going fast, Racing in my bloodstream
I wanna be calm and at peace
In the inside, I'm screaming out someone help me, It's frightening
I think I might be losing it what a sightseeing
She thinks I'm handsome, I'm a hand and then some I'm pricey
I know it's completely random, I feel like a ransom no one's buying
I can't fathom having a fandom when no one's actually liked me
I know some things are hard to believe in, Look at the silver lining
You go through the dark to find your lighting
In the darkest of times, Let me be your light In the dark, I'll keep shining
Out of all people, I know what it's like to be crying
Denying the help implying
My feelings aren't important, I'm alright, Quit lying
I know it's hard, But don't give up trying
Honor the fact that not every flower grows in the light
You deserve to be happy and live a good life
I try to smile even when there's no sign
I wish I had someone else like me by my side
I care about everybody in my mind
Everyone that's in my life
I started out as a Jedi, I fell to the dark side
I don't wanna be compromised
I just wanna feel normalized, Civilized
Not broken down, Vandalized, I feel demise
All I can say is that I know what it's like
I know what it's like
From one person's struggle to another's
Just don't give up trying