I once heard myself say, "I think I'm gonna get even
With everyone who used me by using other people"
& I was ready to grind bone, watch them bleed what was owed
No keepsake would have damned me, nor fingerprints or dentistry
Forgive all who've ever wronged you, be the change you want to last
Don't measure every breath & every step, no matter the wind you are the mast
Don't regret when you were bolder, & don't live in the past
You were born to bend not to be broken, no matter the wind you are the mast
No matter the wind you are the mast
I once heard a girl say, "I think that would be amazing
If you could forgive everything, including that feeling"
She brought me back to port & then some, blindsided from the starboard
She likes mixing paint & MCS, I hide my heart in her ashes
Too many words to write any down
Hope who i was is in the lost & found
Will it be ok when you find me instead?
All they wrote about me won't be read
I didn't know how to react to the storm of what my friends did
No matter the reason nor rhyme, part of me is more ego & id
Some paint in the snow kept my tools in the shed
Hear my confession of all i did in my head