resistance Video (MV)

I gave you something that I can't get back
A bigger piece of me than I had planned
I'm longing for another hit of that
Still chasing dopamine to wipe my memory of
Things that we've said that we just can't take back
Easy for you to say it's in the past
Can't bring myself to give another chance
So we crumble

Do you feel my resistance?
Need a little more distance from you
It's written in the stars
We're meant to fall apart
I gave you all that you asked of me and more
I'm resistant
The white noise is swallowing us whole
I was pliable enough
To bend me irreversibly
Killed what was left of the light in me

Told you a thousand times
You're all that I see
I said I'd die for you
What more did you need?
You always twist the knife
And turn it on me
I took dyin' for you too literally
I can't just turn the lights off
You'd keep me in the dark
Repeat my words verbatim
Just so I know you understand
I'm never walking through that door again

(Resistant
The white noise is
Swallowing us whole
It's written in the stars
We're meant to fall apart
Killed what was left of the light in me)