Yo, rest in peace Cadet
Listen you inspired me to make this track
And you know more guys they need to talk about their problems and not keep it in their minds
So here's mine
Back last year when I was 18 yeah
That's when the problem started
I was working late to provide for myself
Since day dot man I been grafting
Working the bar every night til the morning
Every day different
Never got boring
Shaking the cocktails
People applauding but
Here comes the issue
I rolled a fag and I walked out the bar
F*ck I left my lighter in the car
Looked at a gentleman next to me
I said can I use your lighter please sir
He said yeah no worries young man
Passed me the lighter I shook his hand
He said hold up wait are you single I've got a friend who's looking for a man
Look to my right
Blue eyes blonde hair
Natural tan with a cheeky stare
He said you should go over there
Little did I know she would change my life but I sat down next to her with no care
Hi how are you's how it started
And where you from comes next
And three hours on we're having sex
And now I'm thinking f*ck what have I done
All for an Uck didn't feel wrong but
Maybe when we wake up she'll just fob it off as fun
Nope
That didn't happen
Two days on I'm still at her crib
Five days on she's talking bout kids
And now she wants a relationship
I lost all control of my brain but
Hands up I'll take some of that blame
See if never said no too her not once
But I hands down weren't prepared for this pain
She calls me up like I've got a puppy
I'm like baby don't talk crazy
She said no I know you love dogs and I'm doing this for us so no you can't stop me
Now I'm lying in bed and I'm thinking
Do I trust this girl or not
So I pick up her phone
Switch off the tone
See all the texts she's got
Like when can I come round
Don't tell your boyfriend
I'm gonna f*ck you right on the doorstep
Now you gotta understand that I'm laying right next to her I can't get mad yet
I find out it's 1 2 3 4 five guys
I should of known she was hungry
But I never opened my eyes to the blatant lies
So I ring up my broski KJ
And I'm like fam what do I do
He says I'll be there for you now come to my house and we'll talk this through
So I creep out the house and I'm driving to Wisbech
Speeding fast I'm avoiding the police
Then I turn up at his house and he says Willski you gotta do this properly
All in a month
Look at the damage
She sounds crazy
How did you manage
Too many questions
At the end of the day I weren't built for the challenge
Two weeks later
She calls me like
Willski come back into my life
I messed up I've blocked all them guys
I won't make that same mistake twice
Then she sends me money
Not being funny
I don't need that hunny
Take that £180 straight back girl I don't want your money
She said no you're having that P
So Willski don't give it back to me
Clearly she thinks money buys love so I wished her well and blocked her swiftly
Three weeks later
I'm back working
Feeling stronger
No more hurting
Shaking the cocktails
People applauding but
Guess who just walked in
I see her walk up too the bar
I can tell she's pissed as a fart
She says I've got friends in the car
Give me money or you'll get scarred
I'm like chill let's talk outside
Please calm down now let's not fight
She goes mad like give me that money
Her friends come in the blink of an eye
She pulls back so I duck and weave
All her friends start punching me
I stay calm and don't swing back but right hook BANG no that weren't seen
I switch up and grab that guy
Still smoking with a blacked out eye
I'm like bruv I know where you live and I know who you are so you better not try
I get dragged off
Then they speed off
I go upstairs
Feeling pissed off
I breath slow and go back down
And then get blamed for kicking off
Like how's that my fault
I got beat up
I stayed calm
Yeah I got set up
She planned that and brought her back up
Now she's got my f*cking back up
I take off my apron and I chuck it in their face
Then I jump into my car and speed off right into the distance on a mad one
I call her phone like where the f*ck are you lot
I'm coming down with about 10 man so tell your boys they're gonna get dropped
I go Wisbech they're like Willski
What she did was done unfairly
Don't drop down to her level now bro
Cos you'll get locked if you don't think clearly
30 minutes after that
The police call me like where you at
We need you down at the station now so come real quick cos we need a chat
I get arrested straight on the spot
Something about arson what
I found out that her house burnt down and now they think that it's my fault
I tell them it's a mad coincidence
I got staged and she brought the audience
I've got GPS on my car so PLS check before I get charged
I'm waiting about 22 hours
I get freed and I'm feeling sour
It weren't sweet what she put me through but I'm going back home for a nice hot shower
My charges got dropped
My job I got sacked
My life it just flopped
My mind it just cracked
Now looking back things could have been brighter
I should have picked up my f*cking lighter