Love the Feeling Video (MV)

Stress... keeps building (keeps building)
Blood keeps spilling (keeps spilling)
Drugs for healin (for healin)
Love the feelin..." (the feeling)
Write all my pain away
Feel like a rainy day
Live in the gutter know I need to Pray today (pray today)
Hard but I made a way
Coffin I lay awake
All of my haters gon' pray that I stay the same (stay the same)
Takin it day to day
Told I should stay away
Thrown to the side, I felt like I was laid away (laid away)
Guess it was safe to say
I wasn't made the same
Closer to death tell the family to save my grave (uh)
(Dying on the inside)
Dig a whole in the dirt, put my body to rest
Ain't no point in me living, if Im not the best
I was pushed to the limit, and put to the test
But I'm done with the gimmick, its time to confess
I would question my spirit, and forget I was blessed
Felt his presence you hear it, at this time I'm possessed
Put my heart in these lyrics, you can see I'm depressed (agh)
Put a knife in my back cause I'm used to that feeling
My whole life I been stabbed, and the wounds never healing (nah)
Like that night that Went bad, let off shots in the building
Lost the life that he had, cause some things hit the ceiling (it's up)
They don't fight when they mad, skip the talk get to killing
Take it right out the bag, cock it back get to spilling (schpill it)
Tere to fight like I'm cap, for the anthem I'm kneeling
You don't like it too bad, that's the freedom I'm given (foreal)
And you can't take that from me, no matter the reason
My god given right as a man I believe in
"We all treated equal" yet somehow uneven
The land of the free but don't ever feel freedom
Now I'm talking to god in the room with a demon
She came home from work and asked why I was bleeding
Cut my wrist I was hurt, it's the relief that I needed
Saw the blood on my shirt, but to me it was pleasing, MY
Stress... keeps building (keeps building)
Blood keeps spilling (keeps spilling)
Drugs for healin (for healin)
Love the feelin..." (the feeling)
Having suicide thoughts, can't get out of my head
And I threw aside hope, said I'm better off dead
Wrote a suicide note, left it right on the bed
Asking who am I? nope, that's the answer I said
I'm nobody, never been known to the public
My whole body, not just the pain in my stomach
My own body, dead, feel the pain and I love it
There's nobody that does it quite like I does it
My body decayed, feel my skin start to shed
My body he laid, on the butt of the bed
Said god there's no way, that he truly is dead
It was all just too late, put my body to rest
Said his final goodbye and moved on with his life
With his son in the dirt all he had was his wife
Till he found her at work she was dead with no life
Now he going bezerk, fell in love with his knife
Trynna find out his purpose, keep cutting his wrist
All the memories burden, the people he missed
Heart burned like a furnace, get lost in the mist
Punchin wholes in the walls, he got blood on his fist
Too much hate in his heart, so he cannot resist
Tore the family apart, so for that he's convinced
That our god isn't real and he dosent exist
So he's calling it quits, way too tired of this
Put his life on the line, he can't do this no longer
Not right in his mind, all the pain made him bonkers
His heart on decline, turned him straight to a monster
They say what don't kill you, can only make stronger
Decided it's time for his life to get took away
No one but him do the damage and look away
Reading the Bible but then threw the book away
Just like his son, fell in love with his crooked ways
Open the attic, equipping the shotty
The gun to his head, never aim for the body
Record it on camera and leave them a copy
Death overdue can no longer avoid it
Everyone dead think it's time that he join in
Load up the bullets cock back and then point it
That's the End of the story