I let you down and I'm sorry
Can't say I blame you leaving me behind
My heart was pledged to someone else
I set us up to fail
Nursed sickness in my head
With the thoughts of another one
Her face I can't escape from
My infatuation compounding
Back on my own two feet
Swore the night before took what's left of me
I'm at a loss for words
Thinking using you is something I deserved
I know that love isn't easy
We're bound to make mistakes we can't always repair
But you and I had our reasons
All of mine came down to being unprepared
I let you down and I'm sorry
Can't say I blame you leaving me behind
My heart was pledged to someone else
I set us up to fail
Nursed sickness in my head
With the thoughts of another one
Her face I can't escape from
My infatuation compounding
I swear you're not to blame
That the depths of my issues smothered out this flame
I'll desert my stubbornness
If me saying so allows you forgiveness
I know that love isn't easy
We're bound to make mistakes we can't always repair
But you and I had our reasons
All of mine came down to being unprepared
I let you down and I'm sorry
Can't say I blame you leaving me behind
My heart was pledged to someone else
I set us up to fail
Nursed sickness in my head
With the thoughts of another one
Her face I can't escape from
My infatuation compounding
Am I the sum of all my faults
Or a product of my mistakes
I envy the ones who leave me
They get to eacape the demons I'm still fighting
Suffice to say
I need to change
Thought I'd outrun the past if I could bury it
For all the heartache and the pain I've caused
I will be a better person for the ones I've lost
Say something I'm still here
Silence confirms my fear
I have lost your trust
From what we've discussed
And I must watch you disappear
Say something I'm still here
Silence confirms my fear
I have lost your trust
From what we've discussed
And I must watch you disappear
Just know
I don't feel sad anymore
It's all burned straight to the core
And it all just left me sore
I know (I know)
You don't feel sad anymore (Anymore)
You've healed but I'm still forlorn (Forlorn)
I just wish that I could've done more
Just know
I don't feel sad anymore
It's all burned straight to the core
And it all just left me sore
I know (I know)
You don't feel sad anymore (Anymore)
You've healed but I'm still forlorn (Forlorn)
I just wish that I could've done more