Shame Video (MV)

I was going off the rails
I was falling off the track
I was everything to you
But I'm never going back
Now I've lost it all to my shame
Just to rebuild myself and throw it all away

Will I ever heal guess I'll never know
Looking out the back door
Hoping you'll be home
Through penance, I hope to repay
All the hurt I've caused along the way
You won't look at me the same
I guess the hand I've been dealt will show me the way
So I can be happy for just one day

I was going off the rails
I was falling off the track
I was everything to you
But I'm never going back
Now I've lost it all to my shame
Just to rebuild myself and throw it all away

Everything I do is never enough
All I am is a hollow husk
All I try f*cking fails
What's the point in even being here?
Although I fall along the way
Redemption gets closer every day
I have the will to exist
I refuse to live like this

I won't be my father's son
I will live a life of love
Anger has no place in me
Just the warmth of dying stars

I was going off the rails
I was falling off the track
I was everything to you
But I'm never going back
Now I've lost it all to my shame
Just to rebuild myself and throw it all away

I was falling off the track
But it wasn't good enough
Now I've lost it all to my shame
Just to rebuild myself and throw it all away