Haven't watched that show since you left,
Pulled a Richmond dip like all of our other friends.
So you caught me having a cry in the front seat
Somewhere near Chicago or outside Milwaukee.
I started to wonder why the seas are always calm,
If I'm only in your passwords
Cause you don't mention my name at all.
Every time I try to see things with forgiveness,
Every time I try to think it's under the bridge,
I remember I can go back and read all your messages.
I remember doin' math.
Wasn't what I thought you're meant to say
To your love cross an ocean. At the end of the day,
If I'm the one that you're getting coffee,
If when you get home you're happy to see me.
I forget if there were times when you understood me more.
Sometimes it's hard to remember that
I loved the lives I lived before.