Existential Days Video (MV)

Stuck in the backtrack of my past
Taking two steps forward and three steps back
Living my life staring at the hourglass
Thinking how much longer til my relapse
Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment
Was i ever built to last?
Misery makes madness
Like the fire from the matchbook
Set ablaze this house and leave my secrets
Wandering the halls
Searching for an exit
Scratching fingers on the walls
Praying pill after pill will save me from my downfall
Searching for a fix
Reaching nothing but the gun
Feeling my final breath escaping from my lungs
Cannot escape this place
I'm destined to die here
These existential days lead me to my worst fear
I find my company in misery
And now this is slowly killing me
Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul
Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment
Was i ever built to last?
Ash and dirt is all i'll ever need to fix my rotten soul
Trading in my love for poison
Selling out my will to live
Break apart whats left i'm tryna take it
Block out this worthless waste of life i've lived and f*cking erase it
I cannot get the guilt out of my mind i cannot face it
I've betrayed everyone i love and now i cannot fake it
Cannot escape this place
I'm destined to die here
These existential days lead me to my worst fear
I find my company in misery
And now this is slowly killing me
Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul
Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment
Was i ever built to last?
Cannot escape this place
I'm destined to die here
These existential days lead me to my worst fear
I find my company in misery
And now this is slowly killing me
Stuck in the backtrack of my past
Taking two steps forward and three steps back
Living my life staring at the hourglass
Thinking how much longer til my relapse
Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul
Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment
Was i ever built to last?
Was i ever built to last?
Was he ever built to last?