Dear Emily Video (MV)

I want something real; I want something to fight for
I don't want to lie, and I don't want to get high anymore
Reason that you cry anymore I don't want to be the reason that you're begging for more
I want to buy you flowers and I want to go on dates
Want to feel secure and not run away
I need your trust back when I say I'll stay
I had a ring on my finger once and cut it off
And now a bandage on my heart that I want to rip off
So, why'd you cut that finger off, I was selfish and numb
But when that finger hit the ground, I felt and saw the blood
And now I want to sow it back together, I want to apologize I mean it now more than ever
I really wanted forever I know I should've done better, if she wants to call it quits then I guess I got to let her
But Emily we never could be enemies, that'll take both sides and that's something I'll never be
I miss our intimacy and cherish all our memories
I miss the smell of you on the bed, pillows and fitted sheets
Want a public apology, baby press play
I should've put me in your shoes and listened every day
Should've done more for you and Ollie now I'm too late
I had the best thing in life and let it slip away
I want something real; I want something to fight for
I don't want to lie, and I don't want to get high anymore
Reason that you cry anymore I don't want to be the reason that you're begging for more
I want to buy you flowers and go on dates
Wanna feel secure and not run away
I need your trust back when I say I'll stay
I was shitty to you and then I shitted on us, I threw it all out the window like it wasn't real love
But it was and now I'm empty from heart to my gut
How the f*ck am I supposed to heal with this deep a cut
Miss her laughter and touch, it all feels like a dream
But a nightmare when awake cause she ain't closer to me
And now a two-hour flight is way farther than it seems
Cause a minute without her is all it takes to bleed
In the depths of night is when I tend to lie awake
I lose myself in our memories, ain't no meds for heart break
The silence of the room seems to echo her name
And now I'm scared to look at mirrors I won't see her face
I want to hear your voice again please stop blocking me
If I could buy time back, I'd need to hit the lottery
About four years back to covid couches and monopoly
You wanted one now I'm hoping you accept apologies
I want something real; I want something to fight for
I don't want to lie, and I don't want to get high anymore
Reason that you cry anymore I don't want to be the reason that you're begging for more
I want to buy you flowers and go on dates
Wanna feel secure and not run away
I need your trust back when I say I'll stay
I want something real
I want something to fight for
We could never be enemies
It's something I'll never be