never forget Video (MV)

I got some times I'll never forget
The people I lost, the time that I spent
Too many emotions too many attempts to fix me for the better I hate how I live
Too many bodies threw against the fence,
Way too much love I don't know how to give
Everybody that I ever had special to me they had left an untimely event
Now I don't think I'll make it now I got to make it
Got fear of me dying before I can make it
It got me impatient this surface I painted I got me a heart but I feel like it's faded
I want to be with you I can't and I hate it
I'll scream f*ck the devil don't care how he take it
He gave me a price I ain't want and I paid it
Now I know he ain't nothing to play with
My friends hate the fact that I won't say a word
I'm in my mind I would think of the words
Advice he would give me
He said when You make it please do not forget me
I'll be by your side even when you feel empty
They hate on you cause they all full of envy
And I know that the violence get tempting
They want to help when they see that I'm paid
Ain't nobody help when you died in my face
How did they find him and still beat the case
As soon as he got out they shot up his place
I made this song so I'll never forget you
I'll take a perc for the pain it's simple
That shit don't work, it just f*cked up my mental
It gave me problems that I couldn't tend to
Can't get attached I lost too many friends
Way to much pain I just want it to end
It's getting hot, bitch I need me fan
My tolerance high I don't know how to land
These demons finna make me pay again
This shit got me in a race again
Really thought that I was safe I just really wanna see your face again
I got some times I'll never forget
The people I lost, the time that I spent
Too many emotions too many attempts to fix me for the better I hate how I live
Too many bodies threw against the fence
Way too much love I don't know how to give
Everybody that I ever had special to me they had left an untimely event
Now I don't think I'll make it now I got to make it
Got fear of me dying before I can make it
It got me impatient the surface I painted I got me a heart but I feel like it's faded
I want to be with you I can't and I hate it
I'll scream f*ck the devil don't care how he take it
He gave me a price I ain't want and I paid it
Now I know he ain't nothing to play with
My friends hate the fact that I won't say a word
I'm in my mind I would think of the words
Advice he would give me
He said "when You make it please do not forget me
I'll be by your side even when you feel empty
They hate on you cause they all full of envy
And I know that the violence get tempting"
They want to help when they see that I'm paid
Ain't nobody help when you died in my face
How did they find him and still beat the case
As soon as he got out they shot up his place
I made this song so I'll never forget you
I'll take a perc for the pain it's simple
That shit don't work it just f*cked up my mental
It gave me problems that I couldn't tend to