i don't wanna be me Video (MV)

I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm playing on your screen but you don't really see me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm weeping at your door, but you just wanna leave me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting deeper every cut you just want me bleeding
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting closer every mark I don't like breathing
I f*ck everything up
I don't know what to do
I f*ck everything up
I'm nothing without you
I f*ck everything up
I don't know what to do
I f*ck everything up
I'm nothing without you, God
Do you want me?
Do you hate me, do you love me?
You just play me for a fool 'cuz you know I'm crazy
For your kingdom, for your glory
Now I worry about the stories
Will I even make it to my forties?
Will I ever be 21 or always 20?
I'm not sure 'cuz I'm always fighting demons plenty
Here's my two cents, you can have all my pennies
F*ck you, f*ck life and all your teachings
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm playing on your screen but you don't really see me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm weeping at your door, but you just wanna leave me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting deeper every cut you just want me bleeding
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting closer every mark I don't like breathing