You see I'm f*cked up
I'm losin' it
F*ck up out my mentions
I promise that I love you even if I never mention it
I might just want attention it's a f*cked up perception but
I just hate to be alone
I love you, don't question it
And I don't know why it's so difficult to admit I miss you
You keep on tryna fix me like I'm the only issue
You keep on tryna change me but I feel like I should fix you
Cause I don't wanna lose the way I feel when I kiss you
But I think I'm gonna lose you
I don't know if I'm afraid
I've always figured imma die alone, in my lonely grave
And you asked me for my love and see that was all I gave
But now you're gone and I'm the one who needs to be saved
Okay I'm trapped up in my mind
I'm stuck up in these thoughts
She said let's find a way well baby let's just get lost
And how much does it cost
To get to your heart
Cause that's what I've been wanting since the very f*ckin' start
You see I'm a little crazy
And maybe it's for you
I feel like I'm going crazy I just don't know what to do
You keep on telling me these lies so I just don't know what's the truth
I think I threw my life away cause I did everything for you
But now I have to choose between you or myself
But you know I couldn't give 2 f*cks about my mental health
I'm 16 and happiness is something that I've never felt
I think I need to runaway and take the time to fix myself
Okay I'm trapped up in my mind
I'm stuck up in these thoughts
She said let's find a way well baby let's just get lost
And how much does it cost
To get to your heart
Cause that's what I've been wanting since the very f*ckin' start