Xavier Ghost Xavier - Mountain Saint Mountain Lyrics

I read the books that You wanted Me to
To be a better man
But I knew their words would never satisfy
The need to grow old and still love You
Because You are so f*cking wicked

Why are You?
In three words I question Your entire existence
How does that make You feel?
I suppose if I was You I wouldn't
Connect to single thing said here
So what is the point to write
A self-addressed confession to Yourself
That is wasn't just Your cousin
You watched get buried
God You disaster

Did You even go back to Her
With any promise of hope
That it would be a long time
Before You were with Her again
Or did You lie?

Do You remember reality?
Minutes, Days, Years
They divide in to get out
Mother misses being tricked
Into contemplated remissions
Of cancerous Lung Tissue

A thousand Suns Couldn't Match the Separation
Of how tightly I was fused to You