Annie Video (MV)

Yeah

Every time I try to do something new or something good for myself
I always hear this girl trying to helping me but also trying to f*ck up my life
Cause lately I really haven't been feeling the same
She always has been coming up at the wrong times

Annie, girl, I love you but you have got to go
You have been causing a lot of chaos to me mentally and in reality
Even with meds to try to calm you down but you still do your thing
It makes it so hard for me to do what I need to do like my school work
Asking for help and having a normal livelihood
It's been what like 17 years we've been together and god damn
All you have done for me is nothing good for me
Even sometimes I ask myself am I the real Xavier?
Or just another clone of myself

Everytime I trying to run away but you always catch up to me no matter what I do
All I feel really is everything I try to accomplish
You always run the flashbacks of the bad moments I had I'm my life
All of my family and Friends wondering if there was something wrong with me
And she won't let me explain what's wrong
Even though she helped me from doing stupid shit
I still hadn't really have been the same Xavier Smith I was beforehand
Here's why, all I have been trying to do is trying to be more social but you always Intervene in my business and eventually gets the best of me and breaks me down
And I never get the goal done which leaves me in a shitshow of emotions
No matter what I do

I now noticed recently I have been feeling like a motherf*cking slave for you
Annie, I've been a motherf*cking slave for you
All the emotions you have put me
Through like tears, anger, shyness and not being happy
When I want to feel it and costing me my friendship with Avery and Chloe
I've known since elementary school and I'll never forgive you for that moment

Cause all my life all I have been is a slave for the social anxiety, slave for you
A motherf*cking slave for the social anxiety, Annie
I have been a slave for you, a slave for you, I'm a motherf*cking slave for you