Losing someone everyday
It never stops, it's not okay
But when I melt it's not from you
You never thought to tell the truth
I lost myself when I met you
I found myself in a bottle of booze
Turned off my phone when you called tonight
Shut the blinds cause I'm not alright
Every time I wake up
I try to keep my mouth shut
Everyday is problems
Since you don't wanna solve them
That's okay we're fine then
You're playing with my mind then
Try to keep a secret
Somehow I always find them
But I don't mind
As long as you're fine
You're on my nerves
How'd you get on my spine
I lost myself when I met you
I found myself in a bottle of booze
Turned off my phone when you called tonight
Shut the blinds cause I'm not alright
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
Everything comes as a slant today
Cold sweat and bright lights
Trying to find a way out of the big fights
And the wrong red lights
Turned ourselves, into dirt
Wish the love, was more than a flirt
Wish you were, still around
Wish I wasn't, such a f*cking clown
I lost myself when I met you
I found myself in a bottle of booze
Turned off my phone when you called tonight
Shut the blinds cause I'm not alright