Xilo - Aesthetic Lyrics

Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me
To replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me
To replace the broken pieces of you

I'm f*ckin' broken, you see me empty
Lessons from the bottle, in my head I'm feelin' dizzy
But you never f*ckin' listen, gotta jump to your conclusions
I've been headin' in directions where I ended gettin' bruises
That's what the truth is, I take the blame
Always gettin' jaded, backin' 'round, they're all the same
Never wanna hear me, I've been beatin' from the start
I got money, I got bills, and I got a broken heart

F*ck the love, I'm needin' trust
A kiss can make me stronger but it's fixin' no one's heart
I don't need your closure, I just need a will to start
Numbing through prescriptions, isolation's where I part
So I'm back into the track, where my head is goin' mad
Gotta thirty, I'm up everything, a pill to make me sad
I seen it all before and now I'm reminiscin' back
Had to take a quick vacation just to let the feelings pass

I'm aesthetic and now I get it
Depression had me f*cked up, gotta put it in collection
But no wonder why I miss a vivid past and not the present
Gotta count it on my wrist just to catch up, here's a present
God love me, or probably not
You never f*ckin' see me in the past, those feelings gone
Gotta shut me down, put me down a severed block
Back into the present where I end up gettin' shot

Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me
To replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me
To replace the broken pieces of you

I'm f*ckin' broken, you see me empty
Lessons from the bottle, in my head I'm feelin' dizzy
But you never f*ckin' listen, gotta jump to your conclusions
I've been headin' in directions where I ended gettin' bruises
That's what the truth is, I take the blame
Always gettin' jaded, backin' 'round, they're all the same
Never wanna hear me, I've been beatin' from the start
I got money, I got bills, and I got a broken heart, yeah