[ Featuring LuckyLumin ]
(I'm outta sight)
I just feel like being to myself (I'm outta sight)
Locked in more aware of things around me
And like you just got to get out of sight sometimes you feel me
(XOZay what can I say)
I can't count up all my wins cause deep inside I'm feeling lost
I can't count how many friends
Who wasn't there it's not their fault
First we get the money spend it
Take it back but at what cost
He got angels I got demons
In my head conflicted thoughts
Grew up knowing I was gifted like Isaiah look at you
Looking at the bigger picture dreaming dreams
To turn em true
I got liked for being different it's a feeling
I cannot lose
Had a look into the mirror I saw things and hated you
I got niggas who can ball
I got niggas taking flights
I got people I would call
That think my number isn't right
From the spring into like fall
Heard that shit them summer nights
It's too late on thinking about it
I ain't dead just out of sight
I ain't really want them there
I just want the company
Living life on don't disturb
I told myself be better please
The brightest lights it never blur
My only lens is sudden peace
The only dark that will occur
Is inner pain where anger screams
Going yeah I'm fixing myself
Like f*ck I'm being honest I don't need me no help
Reflecting on my trauma I ain't hug no one else
Like lately I'm astonished those yo cards you been dealt
Toss my cards on the shelf
Yeah I know
So what the f*ck you mean just take my shit I got go
Shit don't really seem as good yeah kaleidoscope
I hope that you can see I'm good with pain I'm tryna cope
I can't count up all my wins
Cause deep inside I'm feeling lost
I can't count how many friends
Who wasn't there it's not they fault
First we get the money spend it
Take it back but at what cost
He got angels I got demons
In my head conflicted thoughts
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight yeah yeah
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight yeah yeah
I'm out of sight
You keep jumping in that yard
Who's to say your jumping rope
You keep f*cking with my heart
I'm saying yes and yelling no
Play it safe I play my part I know your game
I know your role
Shit ain't safe I'm listing all the f*cking things you shouldn't know
I can't count up all my wins, cause deep inside I'm feeling lost
I can't count how many friends
Who wasn't there it's not they fault
First we get the money spend it
Take it back but at what cost
He got angels I got demons
In my head conflicted thoughts
Yeah conflicted thoughts
