X-tal - Fatal Distractions (Lowdown Version) Lyrics

I ran into Miguel
At the laundromat one day
He was saying it's a funny thing
How other people perceive your problems
You can be on a collision course
And everyone will think you're doing just great
Turn around and try to heal yourself
They're all so shocked to see the poison come out

I've seen that one before
I wanted more and more
I fell into the well
I laughed and said what the hell

I've tried honesty
And I've tried dishonesty
Weighing out the alternatives
All in all I like honesty better
It's a horrifying thing
Retracing each rationalization
Little by little, day by day
Watching all my ethics slip away

I've done that one before
I wanted more and more
I shrugged and said what the hell
Fell deeper into the well

A sweet haze going straight to the heart
A warm blanket of blessed relief
"Hey I work my ass off for a living
When I come home I deserve a good time"
But it's funny how things progress
And the good times just get boring
Pretty soon you're just avoiding the pain
Everybody else takes for granted

I've seen that one before
I needed more and more
I rang the pleasure bell
Endlessly climbing out of Hell

Don't talk to me about the 12 steps
I can walk by myself, thank you very much
And I know just where I'm walking
I'm walking right out of here
I don't want to have to think about scoring
And have to think about it again the next day
I'm still paying off the last joyride
I don't care to jump on again

I've seen that one before
I wanted more and more
I rang the pleasure bell
Endlessly climbing out of Hell
I've done that one before
I needed more and more
I fell into the well...