Xum - Apologize Lyrics

I apologize yeah
I found the flaws made mistakes let them play the games
Got hurt and betrayed but stayed true through the pain
I climbed up the steep kept my fist tight
Didn't show the fight kept moving forward eyes on the light
Never lost hope not even once alright
I ask you to forget but pride's got me in a bind
Wish I could scream but my pride's too high
Silent and running spent years on the grind
Gave my all now it's time for my mind
I apologize for the wrongs I've done
For the scars I've left and the battles won
Yeah excuse me if I withdraw
Yeah excuse me on my knees I fall
Yeah excuse me I'm torn after all
Reached out my hand but got nothing back
Learned to survive built my life from the cracks
The wind's changed here didn't see it coming
Let it all go for a world that's burning
I apologize for not keeping you close
Lost in my burdens dragged by the ghosts
Time's dragging slow did things I loathe
Thought I was innocent but the guilt shows
Missed your cries was too blind to know
I apologize for the wrongs I've done
For the scars I've left and the battles won
Yeah excuse me if I withdraw
Yeah excuse me on my knees I fall
Yeah excuse me I'm torn after all
Don't hate me I'm just this way
Don't leave I'm here to stay
Don't hate me I'm just this way
Think of me just once okay?
Who are you to judge me tell me why?
Even if I hurt you even if you cried
You knew what I had what I left behind
No one helped me I had to climb
Forgive me if I turned my back
Forgive me they pushed me off track
I apologize for the wrongs I've done
For the scars I've left and the battles won
Yeah excuse me if I withdraw
Yeah excuse me on my knees I fall
Yeah excuse me I'm torn after all
I apologize
For everything for everything
Yeah excuse me
I'm torn after all