Happiness Video (MV)

And i ever always
Where is my happiness
When did i last smile
When was the last i felt alive

I feel sunlight
I see rain
But nothing that could take away this pain

Why is life so unfair
Why is life so alike
Broke my heart and put me on the side

And i try but i can't hide
Run but i can't survive
Fight but i can't win
The more i try the more i get pushed in

I try to see thru this pain
But all i see is thundering and rain

Thunder of emotion and rain of tears
Years of depression and these fears

Never did i ever enjoyed all these years
Death is all i hear and i swear

I smile but I'm dead
I'm scared in my head
My eyes are red from crying
I'm tired of trying
I swear i fear
But i dare cause nobody care

As long as I'm alive
I'm in pain