Y. C - Help Me Lyrics

Day after day
Night after night
I lie awake
Trapped inside my mind

I need to change
My way of life
I'm projecting my hate
On everyone around me

I've fallen in love with not feeling a thing at all
I keep holding on to what's tearing me apart
I've done the best I can
But I won't make it on my own
I'm on my knees
And I'm begging for help

Day after day
Night after night
I lie awake
Trapped inside my mind
I need to change
My way of life
I'm projecting my hate
On everyone around me
My addiction has kept
Self loathing profound
The weight of regret
Is holding me down
I don't know who I am
After everything I've done
I'm not the man I was
And now I hate what I've become

It feels like I'm in Hell
I've completely lost myself
I turn my back on those I love
While they only want what's best
I know that I've been blind
But now it's clear to see
That I need help

I need help

I know that I've done wrong
I know I've made mistakes
I know I have a problem
Still I won't change my ways
Trying to hide the pain
From all I've lost
But now I'm too far gone
And I can't take back the things I've done

I've fallen in love with not feeling a thing at all
I keep holding on to what's tearing me apart
I've done the best I can
But I won't make it on my own
Is there anyone listening?
I'm begging you, please
It's getting harder to breathe
I need someone to HELP ME