Yaole - Makes Me Wonder Lyrics

The shadow of the sun is rising
As the fear occupies my body
Do I get rid of constant self-despising?
Or do I fall into denial being nobody?
The meaning of the life
Makes me wonder "why?..."
Is there anything for me?
Is there something I don't see?

Makes me wonder if I get it right
I am living just to later die
Why would I proceed with my heavy life
Being consumed by fear having to survive?

Playing a victim makes things easy
As pretending somebody will solve it
Having a strong will makes me dizzy
Does my own life just force me to not want it?
The whirlpool of the doubts
Is circling around
Will I allow it chase me?
Or I will stand to face it?

Makes me wonder if I get it right
I am living just to later die
Why would I proceed with my heavy life
Being consumed by fear having to survive?

In the darkest of nights there are sources of lights
Who seek those will find no matter the time
The strongest ignite the spark from inside
Possessing the might to carry the light
They always keep trying, they never loose sight.
They suffer, alright, but still won't give up
The keepers of light that bring the daylight
There's no wasting time to sit there and cry
The sky is no limit for those who're believing
You never had life the true one is hidden
Until you REVEAL THE POWER you're GIVEN

Makes me wonder if I like my life
Living in the fear and the constant "why"
How can I have doubts in the sense of life?
If I didn't try to chase the dream of mine?
Makes me wonder if I do it right
Never standing up and afraid to fight
How can I just know that it's all that is
Never crossing the loneliness abyss

It struck me, alright, that I haven't tried
To bring to the world the values of mine
I now realize I won't just give up
My conscience just slept and now is awake
As I have just grasped what I should protect
And now is that time that I resurrect