I can't really say this
You don't want to hear this
I can't really feel this
In all that is exists in your head
I can't really feel this
Another existence
I can't really say this
Like you never existed
Hold me closer
You will never get to know
This aching heart is made of stone
Hold me closer now
Caress my torn up soul
Your smell reminds me of home
Tear me apart
Into a million pieces
I'll pick them up
And wait for you again
You can't really save me
You can't really face me
Hello my beloved
I've missed you for so long
Hello my razorblade
You've been gone far too long