YCN - 2 Sides Lyrics

Im confused on why im falling for the lil things you been doing
Why do i try ? I just end up broken, im tired of losing
If you loved or cared you wouldn't been there guessing and choosing
It was just you and i but apparently not, my heart is translucent

I'm losing my mind, im punching the air but it's only been movements
Never physically, but mentally my heart is covered in bruises
The pain is crazy it is makin my emotions very lucid
Everytime im around you it's like my brain has gone stupid

I never imagined that another could mean this much to me
I just wanna be the perfect half but i can try to be
I want to be a part of your life so in yo heart best believe
That i will love, care, and cherish you i will never deceive
I couldn't allow my baby to feel like there's a point to grieve
I wanna sweep her from her feet, take her heart you could call me a thief

I hit a lick just to live another day
I been livin' my life with no color, it's black and grey
I been makin changes, now I'm grinding i got better things, I couldn't stay

I know it gets hard and we think why are we here
Yo vision currently blurry but the answer is clear

Do this shit for my momma so we can make it even higher
All these bitches got none on me no more i dont mind her
She use to be my supporter but i found my own fire
I been holdin it in but its gettin me tired

Im confused on why im falling for the lil things you been doing
Why do i try ? I just end up broken, im tired of losing
If you loved or cared you wouldn't been there guessing and choosing
It was just you and i but apparently not, my heart is translucent

I'm losing my mind, im punching the air but it's only been movements
Never physically, but mentally my heart is covered in bruises
The pain is crazy it is makin my emotions very lucid
Everytime im around you it's like my brain has gone stupid

I've been ruthless but im still a learner
Put you 6 feet under with this 30 burner
Better man than most best believe i'll neva hurt her
Sometimes i wish too much i feel like im timmy turner

Triple or nothin or bet my life for somethin
Get out this trench so i could end my streak of hunting

Leave you 6 feet ina coffin yo eyes wont adjust to the light
6 feet underground best believe im gon make it right
Bitch ass nigga if i see you im gon blast you on sight

Barrel emitting heat like a furnace
Pop you in yo chest popped you in yo sternum

Sippin on that mapel im feelin deadly
Sting you like a bee bitch im never friendly
Everybody wanna taste cause i pull up with a bentley
Bitch im on a mission, aint nobody sent me
I aint fold cause im vibranium, i aint fold cause i was taught at the stadium