I'm choking
On the smoke inside my lungs
Never even tried
I know I left myself high and dry
Will I find calming thoughts?
They always run from me at night
I'm dying for the light to find me
Once in my life
I'm sick of biding my time
You left
You left the TV on all night
The screen's burned black
The only lasting image
Of you I have
Will I find calming thoughts?
They always run from me at night
I'm dying for the light to find me
Once in my life
I'm sick of biding my time
The shit for brains that pours
From my mouth and my ears
Made everyone disappear
Now no one comes near
Flush my head out
Try to be okay somehow
Will I find calming thoughts?
They always run from me at night
Sick of trying and failing
And not comprehending
Why I can't get things right
I'm sick of biding my time